Monday, March 3, 2014

Darkness

From Rick Phelps ~

Before this disease I didn't know the true meaning of darkness.

How your mind can do tricks on you. How it can cause you sorrow, grief, stress, anger, and many more emotions all in just one day.

This can go on for days on end as a patient. And there are days it is all I can do to put my feet on the floor in the mornings.

We go through horrible times. We can hours at a time, even days. I am at times so confused I just look at Phyllis June and she knows she has said enough.

No matter how much she explains it, I am not understanding what she is saying.

No one wants to die. Not really. It's living with this disease that is our damnation.

It is in death we will be redeemed. We will one day be whole again. This is what I mean when I say I can't take another day in this world anymore...